Soon enough, another year will go by.. but now, lets enjoy the last day of 2009!

Its already the 2nd week, wednesday of holiday, and its only today that i really felt that its holiday!
For the whole of holiday, today is the ONLY day that i stayed at home the entire day! Even my mom said that to me..
Well, but holiday is going to be over soon! and all the projects projects too!

Went IKEA for dinner ytd with everyone! =D
I ate yummy diam cake, and yummy ice cream!
We had so much fun inside, touching this and that, pretending..

My voice is already not well, and my sister keep making me laugh! She's just so funny!
We had this very funny conversation just now, and even my mother kept laughing!
I know whats sieu ni ok! But just that at that moment i cant remember!

its that familiar language..

a real life example.. that being patience pays off.. after 12 years, his dreams finally came true..

Just back from my shopping holiday!
and i bought quite a number of things! :)
This time, its 3 family of us.. Although its fun, but not as fun as 4 family of us, like last year!

Jiejie and i really have mo qi!
When my mom asked us questions, we replied her exactly word for word at the same time!
2 times! hahas!
and then we played pictionary.. Her bf drew a troll, and we both said gingerbread man at the same time..

When i walked to the tidbits section, i said" wa.. heaven" because the tidbits are stacked up high!
and my sister replied " this is how your heaven look like?"
so funny! she makes it like i'm some greedy pig..

i anyhow said something, and she believed me! So funny!

Now, i'm back to familiar place, familiar food, familiar faces..

if only i can still worry about you..

Finally, its Christmas! HOHOHO!
In one year, so many things happened, but i'm glad to still be back at the same place on the same day to celebrate christmas!

Was in the room wraping presents, and there was a lizard on the floor! And my uncle used the hand action, trying to scare me!
In the end, he used the fish net to drag the lizard away..

Had a nice cosy dinner, and nice cosy time..


Look at this potato! SUPER CUTE! Heart shape!

Dont we all look cute in the santa hats? =D

Taken on Sat!



Reached home at ard 10 plus, and my sister opened her present. I wanted to wait till 12am, but they wanted to see my present! So my mum told me its christmas already, and i can open it!

Ytd, when i was out shopping with my mom, i think i talked too much that she doesnt want to reply me, so i ended up talking to the items..
"Hi Yogurt!"
"Hi Milk! How's your day?"
"Hi Chocolate! Have you had your dinner?"
"Hi Potato!"
and so on.. i said all that out to most of the items that i pass by because mummy dont want to talk to me..
and she just smiled, and continue ignoring me..


and i thought today is a weekend.. this whole week, i keep thinking that its weekend! such a long weekend i had! total 6 days of weekend, from sat to thursday! hahas!

its a happy day.. :)

that tape shop is no longer around.. after 19 years..

just like you, no longer around..

i like random things (eg random sms, phone calls) and hope my sister will like it too, because just now when she's at the chalet, i called her just to sing her a song! :)

It still doesnt feels like holiday, because i dont get to sleep till waking up naturally!
Monday and Tuesday i was up early, and had long days!
Tml will also be a long day, followed by thurs christmas celebration!

my right arm hurts, and i think its because of the wii that i played on sunday..

i'm so used to it that i dont care anymore..

memories of last christmas.. =(

this morning when i walked past J8, i was thinking " its a sunday morning"..
after a few seconds, i realised its monday!
hohoho! Its holiday!
I know i'm been talking about holiday for so many post, but its feels ....

Caught "A Christmas Carol" with whit at PS..
Its such a scary show!
but those christmas songs were nice! We stayed back after the movie just to listen finish the songs, and we were the only 2 left..

Bugis after that, and met Halif at paya lebar for chicken..
Well, its finally a plan that came true..
Normally, those outing that we planned earlier never come true! it always get cancelled in the end..
thus i was not holding much hope.. but we did meet, and did went for chicken!
Thanks Halif and Fairwhit!

Back to douby ghaut after that because halif wanted beancurd!
then walked around orchard for christmas decoration after that..
there's so many pple on the streets taking pic, that there's the christmas mood around!
pple wearing small xmas hat, and lots of christmas carol choir performing at different places..
Silent Night~ Holy Night~

Saw Edbert! Such a coincident! saw him ytd, and saw him today again! and will see him on thursday!

Whit is such a good actor/liar! You got a way to ask qns to get the answer you want.. *punch you!*

the rainbow, the cresent and the stars..

i'm sooo forgetful!
Went to celebrate Javier's birthday just now at Airport Club house KTV..
and i put my hairband on the table before taking pictures at ard 9 plus..
after taking pictures, i walked around, eat cake, sing song..
left the place at 10, reached home at ard 10.30..
took a bath at 11 plus, and suddenly i realised i did not take my hairband!
i got a shock! and so i bath very very quickly, because i want to rush out and asked my sister!
and lucky, she kept it!
PHEW~ i was so angry at myself for forgetting, and almost losing it!
Because the hairband was from jiejie! and its butterfly!

Its the start of holiday, but it feels unreal!
time to time i will think that its holiday! and i will feel happy!
but after that, its back to normal..
But still, i'm happy that its holiday! but just that the reality havent seep in!

never to go again when the .......

i like it when people play along with me!
it maybe just a simple reply, but it makes a difference!

its holidays! YIPPIE!
Friday lesson was at 8am, and it was raining! So its so difficult to wake up..
but i managed to do so, without being late for lesson!
Its an achievement..
Teacher treated us to hashbrown, because we're good students..
and because not many pple turned up..

Library to "study" after that..
had our final test, and its holiday for 2 weeks!

Went out shopping with BUN today, and we got quite a lot of shou huo!
Bought quite a number of stuff!
Went to hongwei birthday celebration after that, and saw many familiar gyss pple..
Being reminded of the joke, that those guys were from Band * chinese class..
Managed to catch the train, and reach home before 12am..

Cousin's birthday celebration tml!
Its such a busy week!

I will enjoy my holidays! By nuaing at home, sleeping to make up for the lack of sleep during school days, and many more!

to have someone just being there, thats all the difference it makes..

1 more day to holiday! Yippie!
Finally i will be able to laze around at home, nua around..

Its just 2 more weeks before 2009 ends..
now it seems like it passes so fast, but so many many things happened..


1 last test tomorrow!

my hope..

Some pictures taken on Sunday!

ROARRR!



this goat's teeth looks like human teeth!

taken with the cute baby goat!

4 little monkeys with Ah Meng..

My sister and i took pic with mama, and we agreed to make funny faces, and in both pictures, jiejie and i did the same funny face! Telepathy! :)


Test at 9.30am, and i was almost late because i mo mo ard too long..
Saw Tim at station because he banged me..
Its not fair that he can walk faster because he got longer legs!
He seem to walked effortlessly, while i need to walk fast fast! We were lucky, that the security guard walked away, and we managed to walk outside!
Whit reached station before me and she left for school first, but i reached lecture theater before her! I got long legs! =x

Took alot of photos during break, and here are some! BPO tutorial was short! Watched some videos, and they kept disturbing me again!! From all 4 sides! Left, right, front and back!
I didnt know my rainbow pencil can connect to be aeroplane and such, so its not considered lying!


I forgot why i was holding his finger and looking at my finger!
Tim suggested taking pic with our sweets that were in our mouth, and he dropped his on the floor! So funny!

Shar got her chance to lie on me.. =(





Whit had a super embarrasing day today! She scared the wrong person!
She wanted to scare me, but an auntie came out of that cubicle, and she just BOOOO!
Poor auntie! Its fated! i almost went in that cubicle!
Its so funny, that i cant stop smiling now!

After school, met ONG XUAN! After 2857303472 years!
Thanks to her for talking to me ytd on msn, that we managed to have this random meetup!
We missed sec school chinese lesson, where we will fill each other up on our lives!
We updated each other on our lives now.. and talk about other pple! hahas!
AND, our IE2/2E2 CURSE! BREAK IT!
See you again next year! Good luck for your assessment! :)
Nudge me when you see me online! Need to send you photos!


She's known for her cute fingers! So small and cute right! hahas!

Dinner with them just now, and the last time they were here was 1993. Thats 16 years ago..
idiot! I think its kind of an insult to look like one of them.. i dont even know they existed..
4 altogether..
i do see some features on him..

2 more days to HOLIDAY!

"Merry Christmas Gana!"

He procrastinated till it was too late.. He missed the one last chance, just 7 months ago..

its 7 months too late..

Mummy bought me a blackboard, and i had fun writing and drawing it with chalks!
The sound the chalk made while writing reminds me of pri school, and it brings back memories..

1 ICA down.. 2 more to go before HOLIDAYS!
Its been awhile since we last had our presentation, and it feels scary..
Was a bit nervous before our grp's turn..
But thinking that we had a major presentation last sem for entrepreneurship, this presentation seems like nothing..
We didnt even use cue card for last sem presentation!
and i used it today.. So, should be fine ba..
And lebin disturbed me while i was presenting, that i have to cover to prevent myself from seeing his action..


Jiejie just shared half her bottle 菊花茶 with me, because both of us are coughing and need cooling drink.. So sweet of her right! :)

maybe thats why she scolded you and you had that guilty look..

bittersweet and strange..

every night before i sleep, i will count the number of hours of sleep i will get..
last night, i counted i will have 5 hours..
but this morning, i got an unexpected surprise, and got 6 hours!
because my hp died, and i overslept, i wasted $$ on cab, i was 39 mins late for lesson but i got 1 more hour of sleep! :)
its a good thing, in a way..

went for dinner, and its weird.. Been a year since we last saw the others..
and i feel bad, because..

i dreamt of someone really random..

that bad memory surfaced.. :(

Because we're good kids, mummy brought us to the ZOO today!
Although we had to wake up so early, but its the family gathering that counts!
Took photos, but i've not upload it yet! Saw many many cute cute animals!
Saw baby monkeys swinging here and there, although its cruel, but its cute! Elephants sprayed water on me, so yucks!
The Friday pics with whit, i will post it up soon!


my sister got so much confidence in me passing my TP at 1 go! although i'm happy, but its scary too!
She also said something that make both of us guilty! because we're her favourite jiejie..
Ytd she came and said something, which i thought of so long ago! But its impressive that both of us thought the same way, on the same animal..

we are envious, but not jealous..

on one hand, i would like to see how he look like.. but on the other hand, i hate him..

This week is finally over!
Went Orchard with Whit after test..
The actual plan was Newton to eat. It has been postponed so many times and have been rescheduled so many times.. and in the end, its still cancelled.. I have been looking forward and was so excited for it since november when they told me about it. And now, after weeks of pushing it back, its cancelled..
Well, of course i feel disappointed, but i got used to it!

Took photos with alot of christmas decorations at orchard! and went into the christmas treee at ion! Inside is so nice!
Walked along, and took photos with those reindeer!
And some photos, we are so quick! because there's so many pple walking past, we need to smile, take, change position with whit, smile and take, and done!
Everything done within 10 secs!
Will post the photos up hopefully tml!

We walk walk walk, and i taught whit the doremi song last few sentence..
Doe, a deer, a female deer, Ray, a drop of golden sun..
blah blah blah,
until So.
I sang out "So, a needle pulling thread" to her..
and guess what she heard?
"So, a little police trap"!
Its so random!

There was once in a shop, both of us are looking at shoes, and she was standing so near to me, that when i turned to face her, we were so close, and i got a shock! It was really SO CLOSE!
Phew! Whit, did you got a shock too? Its the first few times we were soo near face to face!(except taking photos which you always use the chance to get so near to me)
Plus, i was eating the cookie.. =x

So coincidentally, saw BUN there! hahas! And its because i want to get nearer to the edge to look at food, that i saw her a floor below..

Went off for dinner at 6 plus with my family, while she met her friends..

Saw my pri school, sec school and poly friends all in a day..

Family dinner as usual today, and i helped out!
Because i rarely got to do those preparation, i think its fun!
My sister and i helped cut the vegetables!
And an image came to my mind.. Same place, same scene, more than 10 years ago..
Had fun doing, and jiejie built her park, with brocoli!

so cute right! hahas! and after that there were shorter one, and those were bushes.. =)

My sister has stopped calling me meowmeow because the wave is over, but my aunt is still calling me meowmeow!

Going Zoo with family tomorrow! Yays! But it means waking up at 8am.. :(
The first week of school, we also said want to go zoo.. but its now dec, and we are not going, and wont be going..

i dreamt of you, twice in a night, in 2 different dream.. And the day, we got news related to you..

everything is falling apart..

why didnt you stay healthy and happy forever?

The 2 test is finally over!
Had a 6 hour break in between, and we went to the library to study..
On the way up, we had this funny conversation, about me buying barbie dolls for whit son next time! She said she will buy boy clothes for my daughter..
In the attempt to find cosy place to study, we walked past the shelves, and saw this SUPER THICK AND BIG book!
so i kpo, and went to take it, but it was sooo heavy! Lucky Whit came to help, if not it would have dropped! in her attempt to help me hold the book, another book almost fell off, and her bag slip off her shoulder! its such a clumsy scenario.. But its so funny!
The book was really so heavy, and whit was really kind enough to help me carry it up to the next level!
The book is big, like those magical fairy tale book..
See see the pictures awhile, and wanted to start studying, when Tim, Halif and Shi Teng joined us.
Of course we began talking and talking and playing..

Tried hard to concentrate, but i dont have the mood to study! i just want to play and talk!
Lebin joined us awhile later, and because of him, they all began that stupid action and words, and i cant concentrate! He says i dont look at them when they talk to me, but its because they will do that action! I think 20% of the time, i was just hiding and avoiding their faces! 25% spend playing and talking, the rest used to study 5 chapters!
Merry Christmas Whitney! I kept wishing her till Lebin wanted to bash me up.. =x
And Tim, faster come bishan for bubble tea! Stop making me guilty!

我的希望..

Skipped lessons, and suppose to be home early to study for tml 2 tests! but i just watched tv, and nap away!
Reached home, and jiejie was just getting ready to go out.. so i followed her all over the house, from her room to toilet to her room to my room to living room, to everywhere! and thats because i want to talk to her, so i just follow her and talk to her..
i think it will be a funny sight! hahas..

Her phone rang, and she said she's getting ready to go out already, and she told my aunt she's late because i keep disturbing her!
She conveniently put the blame on me!
and she's impressed that i sewed my bag pouch! hahas!
i'm nice enough to walk her to the door, and close the door for her! :)

the other day we had fun thinking of names for our kids! and its so funny!
Because we want our kids to start with "C" like us, so we started thinking of names for each other! She gave an idiot name for mine, Carcass! Imagine calling my kid a dead body of animal.
and she said i can call my least favourite child Carrot, because i dont eat carrot. So funny! How would i know which is my least favourite child!

2 tests tml, and i'm not ready for it! Time to study!

i shouldnt have opened it to read it..

a simple action that my sister do can make me laugh and be so tickled by it..
She's like my clown, always making me laugh! =x
She completed her 21km standard chartered run ytd! Cool man..

She mentioned about ready chopped up garlic sold in supermarkets, and i mention about the container can put other things..
She said its so smelly, how to put other things!
And my mom said can put sweets inside for me.. YUCKS!
Than my sister said can put my earrings too.. YUCKS!
Imagine everything smelling of the yucky garlic smell!

Mummy said i got my stable, and jiejie got her burrow..


what would have been 2 celebrations on the same day next year.. not that i care about the english one, but.. there's no longer a chance..

Went out with mummy, and she bought little twin star stuffs for me! Yays!
My uncle was funny today! My cousin was holding the plate, and he holds it in a scary not stable way, and my uncle told him..
" 拿好来, 如果掉, 你的屁股会烂！"
My uncle said it till so funny! if he drop the plate, i suppose my uncle will cane him!

This week is filled with test! 3 test!


each day, mummy few pots of plants drinks so much water, that it's at least what jiejie and me drink for 3 days or more! her plants are such a waste of water! =x

its so freaky,
after 2 months plus..
just when i was analysing what it means, it just pop out, like i'm being caught, and i got a shock..
was it fated, or just a coincidence?

destiny, fate.. it plays around with you..

Went for Sinfonique'09 with Bao Ng ytd!
Its the first time we were the audience for NYP concert.. we always wanted to know how it feels like to be in the audience to watch a performance, instead of being the performer..
Have not been to practice for some months, but the number of strings performers on stage is ...
Shall not comment much in case some other pple reads it..
Bao and i made alot of comments, and all boils down to 1 reason, which i wont mention! haha! its our secret!

Was having flu which worsen in the afternoon, and during the concert, i think i'm quite noisy sniffing away! =x
At 1 point during the concert, stupid bao did some simple actions, which got me laughing and laughing and giggling away!
I CANT STOP LAUGHING, and she got influenced, and she kept laughing too! I saw her laughing, and i cant stop laughing, she saw me laughing, and she cant stop laughing too! I laughed till i got tears in my eyes!
Its so xin ku to laugh without making noise, because it was quiet and they were performing! plus i need to sniff sniff!
and we finally managed to stop after some time..
But she was so funny ytd! her actions and everything!
I admit, my laughing point is very very low.. but not many pple can make me laugh till there's tears in my eyes! Normally its just a laugh and done with it kind..
Lucky there's wasnt any familiar pple ard, if not they got to see how crazy we could get!

We were both so 小只, that we managed to hide from so many pple! YAY!
So many pple that we know walked directly pass us, without noticing we were just sitting next to them! Was it a good thing or a bad thing?
hahas! but quite fun! When we say hide, we will automatically hide and try to stay un-noticed!
She's happy on the way home! Right right?
Faster meet up for our celebrationsss ( 3 's' for 3 celebrations ), eating, shopping, talking, and laughing!




In the morning during break, they mention about awkward silence, because nobody was talking..
Does silence always equate to being awkward? I dont think so!
I think sometimes, if there's nothing to talk about, its ok.. it doesnt mean there need to be a conversation going on everytime..
well, but of course it depends on who you are with too..
If you arent comfortable with the person and thinks its awkward, tha it will be awkward..
but i think trying too hard to think of topic to talk about is also weird.. imagine if you try too hard and if there's still silence?

i like to watch re-runs of old show.. its not only because of the show, but also the memories that the show brings when you first watched that show years ago..
like 阳光烈车 is playing on TV on weekends at 3am, and i enjoy watching it, because the last time i watched it was definitely more than 10 years ago! and my memory will bring me back to the time.. well, you all wont understand de la..

they mentioned so many surgeries and injuries and back pain, that i got no impression of.. :(
he did fulfilled his promise of going back..
i hate people who make empty promise.. why bother making a promise, when you are not going to fulfill it?

we went back.. without you..

why did they change the parking test thingy..
now, its like more difficult to park without the poles!
and its because of exams that i cant book it in feb!

Ya, JOSHUA YIP JIAN EN was nice, that he walked me home on monday night, and leave only after i went in the lift!
he kept saying its sun bian, so i shall take it as he sun bianed!
no la.. but he's also very nice!
i kept telling him to take his bus, telling him no need, telling him to go back, telling him its reaching and he can go take his bus, but he's more stubborn than me! that i got nothing to say, and he got the privilege to send me home!
Normally i wont want pple to walked me home, because i think its inconvenient for them..
but since he insisted.. and fish sabo-ed, and told him to do it..
i wasted his sleeping time because of that..
So nice of him right!
Sorry for wasting your sleeping time, and THANK YOU!

the empty family potrait..

I was away from school from monday till monday, and it felt weird going back today..

This year birthday is special!
My chinese birthday and english birthday falls on the same day!
Ate eggs on that day, but its not red..
But i got my family around on that day, and they ate eggs too!

its been a week since my birthday, but my memory of last week is still so vivid!

because of this thing, we got closer to our cousins, which previously we dont even talked to..
the past week was a week filled with memories..
with additional memories, will my past memories be pushed out?
i dont really remember the way you talked, till jiejie reminded me..
i dont remember that you cooked when she's away, till you reminded me..
i forgot that you cant stay out too long, and is always asking to go home, till you reminded me..
my memories is getting blurish..

finally saw her after 18 years..
the last time she saw me was in 1991, and she still remembered our names, and those things memories she had.. it was really nice seeing her, someone old, someone related, and speaks the same way as granny.. its the sense of family..
she mentioned about them, and at that instance, ....
plus the location that we were in.. ='(
ate the authentic food..

i should have been there 10 years ago, i'm 10 years late..
and its too late..
at least everything was still around and intact, and i got to see it..
i got half of my wish.. i shouldnt expect more..

We are a traditional family, calling all my aunties and uncles that way, but its cool..

that day, i saw an old man at the escalator, but he dont dare to take it.. he wanted to get down, but he's also afraid.. :(

Met Joshua yip, Fish and Zhen ytd at vivo, and they celebrated my birthday, with cake and birthday song!
Met fish for dinner, and joshua yip popped out! Thought zhen not coming, but she popped out at a later part too!
It was suppose to be a surprise, but fish and joshua had the slip of tongue, and i suspected it before hand, cause fish was smsing all the time!
But it was really really nice of them! Strolled at the rooftop, took photos with christmas tree, and homed.
It was really very nice of them! Thanks fish for organising, thanks zhen and joshua yip for coming! =D

I had nice 19th birthday celebrations! Although on the actual day itself i didnt celebrate, but i kept asking my sister to wish me happy birthday!
I'm waiting for the last celebration at newton!

老人走老人的路..

my another wish will never be fulfill ever again..

HAPPY BUNNIVERSARY BUN! =D

Jiejie was so funny!
She said “ 妹妹长大了， 不要跟姐姐穿一样了。"
The way she say it is funny! but i used the same sentence on her after that, because she didnt want to wear the same as me!

Went out with her just now, and we saw this Night Safari bus.
She pointed to the bus, and asked me to "go home".
She said the uncle will bring me home!
hahas! so bad right!

and finally finally, after almost 19 years.. the long wait..
the right place, but not with the right people..

all those years have passed, and you still remembered our names! i dont even remember how you look like! amazing..

things would definitely be different if you were around. maybe it was fated in a way. at least i got to be there.

Happy Birthday BUN!
Went to meet her for breakfast after tutorial!
Our annual mini meeting.. Hope you like the card!

Shar and Whit have been telling teacher that its my birthday!
Yea.. Everyday is my birthday!
Shar is changing style. Now she wants to be the verbal also! ROAR!

Went orchard after school.
Walked from far east to ion to wisma to lucky plaza, back to wisma.
Whit bought me a happy happy bracelet/rubber band! Its really nice nice! Thanks!
Ate Pizza hut! Turn 45 Degrees to my right, and i saw a pig.
Whit was funny today! Her turtle action at Ion!
we started discussing alot, and read the article. Please help me convey the message if it really happens! Hahas!

Bun helped me booked my driving test date already.
The test date i wanted is gone in just a few hours!
I waited so long for it! Irritating..
Thanks Bun!

Its been raining so frequently, that there's so many mosquito around!!
Stupid mosquito! Keep biting me!

better not to have expectation, to prevent disappointment.. later i think of this think of that, when its all just my imagination..

During lunch at 12pm, it was raining, i was abit worried about my driving at 2pm.
Whit said the rain would stop, but i said the rain would get heavier..
Lecture ended at 1.50, and when we stepped out, the rain was SO HEAVY!
The sheltered walkway was flooded!

When i entered the car, teacher gave me 2 pieces of tissue, and i used it to wipe his car interior, because when i opened the door, the rain got in.
then he said the tissue was for me to dry my hand.. hahas!
so did i wipe his car for nothing?

The rain was heavy heavy!
At first it was scary, because the visibility is low!
than when the car on the next lane drove past, the water all splash on my windscreen and block my view!
I think my driving skills improved! :)
but 4 scary thing happened today.. its not really my fault! but phew, i'm still alive!
aiya, all those needs experience! afew more driving practice and i'll be fine!
i think i'm weird! when something happen while driving, i will only make sound effect, and not react! hahas! its always like that! my mouth react before my limbs!

and today the "metal fence" is finally taken down!
after afew times, i finally got to see!
Hello! and Bye! :)

After watch 2012, besides thinking about the world coming to an end, i had another thought after watching it..
I want to be a captain! Its so cool!
The way they say " This is your captain speaking".
So cool right! Sounds so authority! and, we rarely hear girl voices saying that!

Its over 12 am now, its Bao Ng Birthday!
Happy Birthday BUN!

how can i even forget about it? dumb brains..

Went swimming in the morning, before school.
Feels so healthy!
i like the feeling of being in water!
swim swim swim~ tried out my camera underwater.. and its not bad!
went for lesson, and was told that the tutor is not coming..
lucky we went swimming before that.. thus its not really a wasted trip to school..

Watched 2012 with zhen after that..
The show is not bad! most of the effects looks real and scary!
but the show is so depressing.. and sad! ='(
oh maybe both zhen and i are sentimental people..
went walk walk around after that, and homed..

ytd i asked my sister to make a wish on the shooting star on my behalf..
and today, the wish came true! :) <3!

i used to worry abt the world ending..
because there'll be so many things i need to do and worry..
but now, its ok already..
i'll just need some time with my love ones, and thats enough..

how much things can change in a year..
those that walked in and out of my life..

those that should didn't, and those that shouldn't did..

Its over 12am, means its 18th Nov.
Its Rxxx birthday..
Everytime this year, bun and i will wish her.
but we wont get a reply from her.
even on our birthdays, most of the year we wont get any greetings from her..
i still remember how close we were back in sec school..
hanging out after school, eating lunch, doing nothing and wait till its late enough..
talking on the phone, joking around..


Whitney say i need to sleep early, because i'm like being punched.
She said my dark eye rings are blue in colour! She's weird!
but its because i'm fair, thats why my eye rings are so dark!


Read on the newspaper that there'll be meteor tonight!
tried looking out of my window, but i see nothing..
not even a star!
shooting star shooting star! i want to make wishes!
they said shooting star means the death of a fairy, which is NOT TRUE!
the possibility that the fairy migrate is more possible!
but its not because of what transformer what what!

During tutorial today, Lebin said that Santa Claus is no longer in Finland.
He said he's gone to China, because of cheaper labour cost.
He finally believes in Santa Claus! =x


6 months..

Went out with BUN for shopping just now!
So rare of her to ask me out! So i agreed, sacrificing my sleep!
Although i kept complaining to her that i'm tired, but i enjoyed today!
We ate breakfast, lunch, tea break and dinner!
There's addiction, wanton noodles, ice cream, and tom yam!
Both of us got shou huo today!
Its XXX day, and both of us touched so many of it today! because of her!
Both of us had fun today! RIGHT BUN!
She's so funny, that i kept laughing!





The left pic was taken in 2007, and the right pic was taken today. And we think both pic got the same feeling~ the way we smile, the angle of our head and such..
After we took the pic, she said that we got a pic taken that look something like that, and she went finding for it just now.
The pic so cute right!

This was the result of last Sunday Sentosa. Look at the colour difference!
And now, my back is peeling..


I forgot to mention, on friday whit blurt out something funny!
On channel 8 news was Mr Lee Hsien Loong.
and she said:" Your husband son!"
and when MM Lee was on the news after that,
she said:" Your Father!"
So funny la! The way she said it out without thinking about it.. She was so excited to tell me, that she talked rubbish!

Its Monday again! Time to do tutorial..

i hate blackout! its so scary!
Just now when i was bathing, the power suddenly trip, and i'm trap in darkness.. ='(


i want alot alot of balloons.. colourful balloons..

Friday was a longgg day!

The day started off at 8am, and i reached home only at 12 plus going 1am..
During our break, because we got nothing to do, they started disturbing me again!
One using action, another using verbal! and the last one, enjoying the fun and occasionally joining in!
They kept doing that action, and saying the word!
Both lebin and i coincidentally wore a "I ♥ something" shirt, which was really so coincidental!
After school, went to caught " Love Happens" with Whitney at PS. The show was not bad!
Waited for Jason and Siong Aik(my new friend), and we went around looking for card and cake!
Went all the way to tampines 1 to buy a cake, but in the end, we didnt get to eat the cake!
Went to Costa Sand to celebrate JJ 21st Birthday.
Leave at 11 plus to catch the train/bus.
It was raining, that when i look out of the window of the bus, i dont even know where i am!
Mummy came to the interchange with an umbrella at 12 plus because it was raining. =)

Lotsa photos taken! but i shall post 3! Whit must be grinning from ear to ear, because she got to be so close to me in so many pics!

Today, the day started out early too!
Woke up at 8 plus, and went out with mummy.
After that, went to kovan to shop shop, and ate desserts from hawker center..
Homed, and out again to amk hub to celebrate my birthday in advance!
Everyone came, except 2! because Edbert was so forgetful.
Ate at new york new york, and it was nice and cosy!
Ate alot! and laughed alot!
Edbert was being super cute! He gave me a birthday present, and he spelt my name wrongly!
and his reaction was so funny when i told him!
The things he wrote was so up and down, and the present he gave is cute!
I resisted opening his present, as i wanted to wait for my birthday. But my sister want to see what he gave me, and i dont want my sister to be the 1st to open my present!
There's the "fly" joke and many more funny moments that made me laughed and laughed..
So now, i'm quite filled with vitamin L!

Plus, we ordered 2 big big giant cup of ice cream!


I enjoyed myself!

Strangling herself, and let the fittest survive!

all these family time spent cant be exchanged for anything, and cant be bought. Once its gone, its gone..

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


how you always wanted to go home, and not being able to stay out too long..

Thursday will always be the longest day for this sem!
Starting from 8am till 6pm!
And in the middle, we have a 3 hours break!
Went out to town today during the 3 hours break..
Ate dessert, took neoprints and walked around..
Had so much laughters today!
The process of taking neoprint was so funny! and the picture turned out even more funny!
Taught whit a song, and she JUST COULDN'T GET IT!
can i just strangle her?! i have been repeating myself so many times, but she just keep singing wrongly! She even said ratatouille!
Went taka, and saw the christmas tree made with bears again! And we rememebered last year, the 3 bears colour!
The walk back was a "wet wet one"..

The whole day, she just kept hitting/punching me!
Even though after i warned her not to touch me!
Habits can be changed with aspiration~

Now, i'm molting.. i'm going to be a butterfly soon! ( that reminds me that i haven post up pic of my butterflies!)
My right shoulder skin is peeling, and i'm changing new skin..
Goodbye red skin, hello fair skin!


i always feel a sense of achievement and satisfaction when i drive myself from this place to another place!

Lesson at 8am tml! Time to do tutorial~
I cannot be late tml! because whit wont wait for me!

hello gg, byebye gg..

My auntie, mummy and the rest of the family have been asking me where do i want to celebrate my birthday..
We discussed it on Saturday, but there's still no conclusion, because i still dunno where to eat!
I think i've come to a point, where the location doesnt matter..
In the past when i was younger, i will want a nice place, like aircon, restaurant..
But now, i'm fine with a picnic, a karaoke room, or anywhere, even coffee shop!
Because to me, what matters is the people, and not really on the location anymore..
See, i'm going 19, and i've become mature! :)

My shoulder is getting painful, and i've been giving repeat warning to them NOT to touch me! but something whit seems to forget huh! and she gave me a smack on my shoulder! and there's several times she almost hit me! But lucky my reaction was fast enough..

The other day, i was with my mum and i saw a cockroach on the floor..
I pushed her away, and points to the cockroach saying "eeeeeeee"
She said " ffffffffffff" just to disturb because i said "e"
after afew seconds, she said " cannot say f. its bad word".
So cute right!

maybe, its because you aren't here anymore..

Its the end of first week of school..
Need to enjoy this first few weeks, before all the projects and tests starts coming!

My eye circle is already so dark! i really need to sleep early!

Went sentosa just now with Jing, Fish and Zhen!
Quite a nice day, the sun is SOO sunny!
So weird.. for the past few days, it has been so stormy and dark, but its so bright today!
Thanks lao tian ye!
We picnic there, with food food!
Enjoyed the sun, the breeze..
Built sand castle, and i cant believe its the first time zhen and fish built!
Anyway, its nice.. to lie down on the mat, and look up on the coconut tree and the blue blue sky~
and because of this trip, i'm REDDDD!
My hands are red, my shoulder and back are red!
Its because i'm the fairest, thats why i'm now the red-est!
Zhen turned alittle red, but more black..
Shall wait for our next Sentosa trip!
meanwhile, my red red skin will turn alittle darker, but will be back to original eventually..

do you know, and do you still remember?

Its the forth day of school, and 4 out of 6 modules project group are sorted out, all RANDOMLY.
This sem they are all so serious, that its really random, that in those 4, i'm not in any same group as them!
And there's 1 module, all 3 of them are in the same group. Stupid fingers..
And so COINCIDENTALLY, for all the 4 different group, there's this 1 person who is always in the same group as me!
Is this spooky or what!


Had 3 hours break today, went Amk and Bishan..
and THEY ARE AT IT AGAIN!
Doing all sorts of trying to be funny actions!
Lebin paying them $300 if they touch my ..... for 15 seconds!
and they still agree to it!
But i didnt agree la!
See see see! Thats how my this sem will be like..

These few days have been raining and raining and raining..


although its over, but there are still some memories that i have not erase..

First 2 days of school seems fine..
Just feel weird to be in school, seeing so many pple along the corridor, mac, canteens..

I forgot to mention, that Saturday evening was like a thunderstorm!
With the soooo heavy rain and the super low visibility and the blowing wind, plus the scary lightning and loud thunder! =/
And so coincidentally, we had steamboat for dinner!
So it was quite cosy.. :)

Javier went for a party for his classmate brother birthday..
and his friend is like born with a golden spoon..
He's 10 years old, but in Pri 5 because he's smart enough to skip a year..
Plus, that class is a gifted class..
He's only 10, but he got diploma in both piano and violin..
His family is rich, and their house has 2 grand piano!
His father and grandpa are doctors, grandma dentist, and mama some high executive post!
See, that boy is good in both academic and music wise!
Thats life..

when i locked that door, it was like travelling back the time tunnel, back to seeing you lock/open that door 13 years ago.. and how did time pass so fast, that now its all over?

i didn't know there was a chimney there.. maybe i should stay there for christmas..

Its the start of November!
School's starting tml, its my final sem!
The timetable is horrible, with weird breaks in between..

October is finally over..
The month of October brought back memories..
011008..
The day where so many nice memories was created, and my memory of it is still so clear..
1 year is gone like that..

Its 2 more month to 2010..
Let this year quickly pass.. its such a disgusting year..
Maybe 2008 was such a good year to me, that to make it fair, 2009 was a sucky year..

I saw christmas decorations and heard christmas songs in shops already..
the happy festive is here again!


Shall post some pics taken during the holiday!


With BUN. We finally went out after half a year! hahas!



With Fish and Zhen. Went for yummy sushi before our funny photo taking session..
I dunno why my face look so chubby here.. Photo is obviously taken after i cut my fringe..


and with Whit!

曾经是那么美好的回忆，现在却是不想记起的回忆。。

I'm going to try to blog like how i did in the past..

Well, my 10 weeks of holiday is over!
In a blink of eye..
I did enjoyed this holiday..
i read books, went oversea, went shopping, laze at home, watched shows, and sooo on..

Did an amazing thing today! To me its amazing la..
i drove from bishan to tampines! and its so far!
amazing right! =)
proud of myself.. i've made progress!
well, when i drove past there, a surge of feelings came to me.. and i said what jiejie always said when she drove past there..

Went tpy after that with mama and jiejie!
so nice, shopping with them!
cosy cosy feeling~

Homed, and out again to meet zhen at city hall!
Talked alot alot, on alot of topics, walked alot!
I met my pri school friend there, but i didnt get the chance to say hi..
well, let fate decides..
it was nice seeing him, after not seeing him for like.. since i graduated from pri school?

Saw someone who i have not seen for years, and he said i'm so tall now!
hahas! thats because i used to be so small in the past..
he said in the past, everytime we go holiday, i would always be the smallest and shortest in the group and in those photos..
but i'm now so tall! :)

Did i even mention, that my 2 tiny caterpillars who shits whole day have become 2 beautiful butterflies? Its really very pretty! shall post the pics up some day..
all the leaves are not wasted..

on Sunday, i shall pack my room..

if you experienced what i've been through these 5 months, things will be different..